我的mummy

今天完成了stress的presentation，大致上都还很满意。老师还特别赞了我们这组，开心地说。

不过，在present的过程，老师似乎对mummy这份工表现的很惊讶，好像从来没有听过这份工似的。（我叫我mummy成为我assignment的respondent）

还奉劝各位女同学以后不要做这份工，还有很多工作可以选。

虽然老师是用开玩笑的语气来说，再加上老师不知道这位respondent是我的mummy。

（我想如果她知道，她会觉得更加劲爆吧！）

试问，如果有得选择，有谁愿意离开家和自己的孩子那么远？一个人在外面打拼的滋味很好过吗？

我mummy是个命苦的女人，一生都没有什么好的遭遇。

就连我们四个都是时常气到她要死。

我是爱她的，可是对着她就是没办法表达。

有时想到她这么地为我们努力赚钱，当然也是可以让她自己过上比较好的生活，毕竟她也真的苦够了吧～

我的mummy虽然不是一个最好的人，

我的mummy虽然不是一个最好的mummy，

但她为这个家，为我们付出的，

是最多的。

我真的希望可以快点毕业，早点出去赚钱。

可以让她在早点休息。

mummy,我爱你!

朋友

其实，我觉得生活在这世上有一个要好的朋友胜过有千个泛泛之交；或俗称虚假的朋友。

当你经历过，看透后，

你就后发现没有朋友其实没有什么大不了。

因为真正陪旁着自己的是，

你的心灵。

若是你觉得寂寞，就找些书来看，不然就上上网，找家人和真正的朋友聊天。

要不然，就让那些所谓的朋友发挥他们存在的意义。

打发时间。

没有真正的朋友，其实真的没什么。

只要打理好自己的心灵和想法。

你就会豁达了许多。

那些朋友能在你需要帮助的时候，请认清他们。

因为他们值得让你记得一辈子。

朋友，很重要。

但，看开了，都是和你一样。

是人一个。

而人，都是自私的。

若你身边有位你觉得是你真正的朋友，

请珍惜他们！

切记！

C-H-A-N-G-E!!!

Feels like wanna change my header image out of sudden!

I must have change it after this dead week!

I will change it after this torture week!!

I promise I will change it after this crazy week!!!

Just feel bored with the header! :p

I-M-U-S-T-C-H-A-N-G-E-I-T

Twilight Saga vs Vampire Diaries

First thing, don't blame me for comparing these two vampires series. 


If you have been chasing for these two series, you will find out there are quite a lot of differences between both series. 


For me, I'm totally so into Vampires Diaries. 
For Twilight, just so-so. 
But I still will go for Twilight as I wish the actors and actress can turn out my mind. After came out from the cinema, I know, they still cant. ;p


I still prefer Steward's brothers and Elena. Their acting are so natural and they can bring me into the drama. Story line was unpredictable. I love how the story goes. And the director and good enough to bring the message and vampires feel to us. 


I'm not studying the Twilight story. So I don't know the story of the book like any others readers out there. Before went inside cinema, I have totally zero knowledge of the story. Except for the last 3 episodes, but I already can guess what will go at the next. Love romance was too long and made me feel bored. 


That's just my opinion on both vampires series.
AND, I love Damon's eyes!! Mysterious and pretty eyes he has! JEALOUS!!


I'm a super VD's supporter!!! Yeah!!!

【給巨蟹座的1封信】

这篇是写给巨蟹的一封信，
我在发现，我真的很巨蟹。
巨蟹到连我都不太相信自己是那么的巨蟹。
来看看你们眼中的我是不是这样吧～


逃避是他們的習慣。
他們對自己渴望的東西，總是先退到一邊，似乎毫不關心，然後突然撲上去。他們沒有很強的適應能力，卻有天生的領悟力。
他們以自我為中心，懂得自我保護。
他們最害怕孤獨，但又注定了孤獨。
有很多秘密，把真實的自己藏於夜半的寂靜和午間笑聲的明朗中。
巨蟹經常會說“我覺得”“我想”，他喜歡用敏銳的第六感來表達想法和感情。
不喜歡複雜的環境，他喜歡呆在安靜的地方做他喜歡的事。
喜歡跟志同道合的人組成一個小圈子自娛自樂。
巨蟹座善良體貼，不計較，會細心的記住好朋友的生日。
或許多愁善感，但仍然會在最難過時給你微笑.

巨蟹是十二星座中最為戀家的星座。
他們是現代的模範伴侶，他們無論走到哪裡都不會忘記家裡有人在等著自己。遇到巨蟹座的戀人是最大的幸福。
巨蟹是一個很感性的星座，一旦陷入愛情就會想要時時刻刻跟對方黏在一起。所以對癡情的巨蟹來說，每次結束一段感情都是最痛苦的經歷。

巨蟹天生悲觀，脾氣古怪，會突然爬進保護性的殼裡。
在受傷後他很少反擊，只會放棄。逃避是他的習慣。
他很念舊，喜歡舊東西。
他最注重的就是安全感，希望被保護卻常常是一個人。
他希望有屬於自己的空間，喜歡獨處。

巨蟹不喜歡受別人限制。他不喜歡任何東西過於圓滿，對他來說有缺陷的人生才是完美的，缺陷是靈魂的出口。
他的快樂都是微小的事，比如看見一隻小貓或小狗，收拾乾淨自己的家，看著在花瓶裡有水珠的香水百合。
很多巨蟹喜歡顧影自憐喜歡自己舔傷口，他心裡想什麼從來不說別人也猜不到。

巨蟹座的人有包容心，一般不會為了一點芝麻小事而耿耿於懷。
具有容人的雅量，很少拒人於千里之外。
再加上其有禮貌，善交際，富幽默感之迷人個性及對人道主義的尊崇會有許多朋友。
事實上巨蟹座的人經常會在強悍的外表下，隱藏著一顆柔弱的內心他就像這星座的表徵－－螃蟹。

巨蟹總說著無所謂的話，喜歡瞎想。尤其是讓人流淚的情節。
巨蟹夏天露出皮膚時，厭惡被陌生人觸碰。在公車上最為顯著。
巨蟹討厭裝的人，但有時候自己也不得不裝，還裝得挺真的。
巨蟹笑起來完全不顧形象，任憑周圍怪異的眼光也不會收斂。
巨蟹的心思很簡單不喜歡勾心鬥角。


这真的是我，
完全的我。


我是巨蟹，而且是一只大巨蟹。
如果你惹不起我，就别想惹我。
不然被我缠上了，你就会后悔莫及！

不管了！！！

我知道是自己活该，什么都拖到最后一分钟才做。
现在的压力，搞得我半生死。
心跳也莫名地一直加快，快到我几乎觉得心脏快要跳出来。

心脏很用力地在跳，
我的脑很用力地在乱想。

我不管啦！！
什么都不管啦！！！

反正，功课做不好也不会死。
fyp而已嘛，做了，交上去，过关就算。
反正，我也不打算继续读下去。
毕业就算了。

不管了！！！

我要放轻松！！！！

1、2、3， 深呼吸～～～～～～～

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继昨晚痛哭后，

今天起来我的头异常的痛，眼也很肿。

所以在很没志气之下，决定逃课。

昨晚也没做到功课，所以决定不去见老师。

我知道我很懦弱。

一点小事就击倒我。

可是，我也不想交代那么多。

还是去做我想要做的东西比较好。

人生啊，

你自己都不知道几时会结束；

倒不如我活得开心点，

尽量去做自己想要做的事呗～

Just an ordinary girl

Perhaps you would know about my story if you were reading on my previous previous posts.


I have a father. But he is not with me anymore. Not because he is dead, but he chose to leave us. Abandoned us for almost 10 years.


Few days ago, after so many years, he suddenly called me and ask me how good im doing recently. I answered: "not good. Im not doing good. Im sick."
Then all of the sudden his 'cares' and 'love acting' come to me. Whoahh!! I straight away whatsapp my boyfriend and told him: "my father called me just now. I think i will kena loteri today." LOL


U-N-B-E-L-I-E-V-A-B-L-E


He called me again just now when i was talking phone with my boyfriend. At last, I chose not to answer his call. Not because i dont wish to talk with him. Its just i dunno how can i face with a person that i loved so much before but he abandoned me for soooo many years. Suddenly come back and 'concern' about me so much after get to know im sick?


Why? Why only you do this after you know im not well. Why wont you do this few years back? I was always hoping you can come back someday.


But not for now anymore. My mom found HIM. And we are having a stable life. Im 'glad' that you are actually 'concern' about me by wasting your time and money to call me. If it is so, i wish you can help me to pay back my study loans. Pay for my bro's study fees later. That will be fine. And i think i 'might' forgive you.


Im just an ordinary girl who needs love. I mean, a lot a lot of lovessss. I still wish to get attention, cares and love from my father like a little girl. There is still blood bind between us. Nothing can cut the bond and no one can ever deny it. And that's why i still cannot scold you by face to face even though, i wished.


Im just an ordinary girl, who wish she'll have a father stay beside her all the time, pampered her like a little princess.




P/s: thanks to someone who seems like can read through my mind. Perhaps i will not cry so bad if you didnt point out and 'help' me to sound out all those words from my heart. I feel better after cry like crazy. Thanks with love.


I still dunno what should i do. morlahhhhh~~~

顿悟

刚刚在挤黑头的时候，

突然间联想到一个人生哲学。

“每个人都会有出头的一天，

就像黑头最终都是会被挤出来，

关键是在于你有没有与要不要把它挤出来。”

我觉得我很神咧～

一粒黑头竟然被我想到这个东西。

不过，话说，

最近我顿悟的东西实在是太多了。

有些，

我还整理不出对的语法可以分享出来。

人生啊，

还是需要经历过什么，

你才会懂得什么。

Last Minute

I really seriously still living in last minute's group. @.@

How I wish I can quit from this group. But I know, all I do is just wasting time to surf internet, fb-ing, weibo-ing, twitter-ing, blogging, youtube-ing and blah blah..

When I think of assignments, 

"aiya, I still left 3days. Sure can gao dim de la.."

When I think of fyp,

"aiya, I still left one week. Sure I can gao dim de la.."

In fact, I really can gao dim within the dead-line. But with a so-so outcome. 

I wish, I can be those can sit in front of the pc, and can concentrate on their assignments without doing others non-related to assignments' stuffs. 

I wish, I can be those can sit on the chair whole day and concentrating on their study for the exam few days later without separate their mind from the notes and books.

How I wishhhhhh~~~~

Haiz, I know I must do something to change myself. But how??!!!

I just don't feel like doing anything if it is about assignments and studies.

I just wanna play more, eat more, sleep more, be with the people I love more.

Others I just dun wish to give a damn on them!

Last minute!! Last minute!! Last minute!!!

Why there are so many dead-line in our life?

Will it better with an end-less life??

20.11.2011

今天的却是一个特别的日子。20号11月2011年。
就好象11日11月2011年一样。
都是只有一次。


我和大家一样，都很想和自己最爱的人渡过这一天。
奈何，我身在upm里。
与家人分开；
与男朋友相隔。T__T


所以，到最后还是忍不住地向在远方的他投诉。
为什么我们不能一起渡过这一天？
为什么我们要分开地远远？
我很想跟你渡过每一天。

他回答说：我也知道今天是个很特别的日子。

为什么我们不能一起庆祝那么多节日？

11.11.2011也不能和你一起。

不过，我不理啊～

还有一个，也是最后一个，

就是12.12.12，

还有20.12.2012。

这些是最后一次了。

以后没有了的啦。

要珍惜哦～

你要健康生活下去，

等到明年我们就可以一起甜蜜了。

嘻嘻

(以上的对白都是从英文翻译，所以与原文有点不一样.)

其实，这就是所谓的甜言蜜语吧～

他平时也是这样的～

只是这一次听起来比较不一样，

他叫我要stay well well,

我看到的时候，

眼泪差一点要滚出来了。

p/s:你放心啦，

我一定会很健康地生活。

然后我们会一起到老。

还有一句，

其实我们真的应该像珍惜今天一样地去珍惜每一天。

（可是我觉得我不想珍惜有assignment的日子）

真的应该把今天是生活里的最后的一天来生活，

那么你真的会发现很多不同。

最后，

20.11.2011

就是在Upm宿舍渡过。

在一堆功课陪伴中渡过。

感触良多

这两位就是我从小看到大的两位弟妹。

那天，不知怎么的，突然想起了我弟弟小时候没有牙的样子。

真的很可爱。

最近，好像一直都回想以前我们小时候的事。

他们小小个就被看到现在，看到他们长大了，我自己也觉得很欣慰。

竟然有想哭的感觉。T___T

我想必我妈咪看到我毕业的那天，一定更加感触。

我其实很不好

我只想做个简单的人

没有烦恼

无忧无虑的生活

我其实，

真的很不好。。。。。。。

不吐不快

突然有话想说，虽然这是上个星期的事了，可是还是很想上来写下来。


话说，我们stress老师在第一个星期就让我做一个assignment，叫做self-analysis。
这份功课就必须写下我们觉得我们经历过最stress的事件，而且要很好的表达出我们怎样去面对。


看到这个题目的时候，我脑海了别无他想，就是决定写了这个我觉得影响我一生的事件。
【其实这件事我在我的部落格有写过，不过我懒得找出来】


然后，就在上个星期，老师把我们的assignment派回来，说是有个make-up test。要我们把我们学过的theory apply在自己的经历上。然后，她还一个一个地叫我们出去。


轮到我的时候，老师先问候一下我的心情。原来老师被我的故事吓到了。
她说当她读到我写到‘我恨他’的那段，她被吓到了。


老师问了很多问题，也给了我很多忠告。
她还说：不要因为你的过去而影响你对男人的判断。这对其他男人很不公平。并不是每个男人都是那样的。
她问：如果他回来，你还会接受他吗？（其实我没有直接回答老师这题，我只是回答说我讨厌他。）


其实我被老师点醒的一句话是她说：你看起来很强。你自我保护意识很强。而且，她很好奇我是怎样在那种环境下长大。强调一下，她说的长大不是可以活到现在，而是可以很努力的进到大学，现在已经在最后一年了。


就是因为这番话，我在发觉原来有其母，必有其女。我弟妹们也是一样。都还是乖乖的。大多数因为离异而成为单亲家庭的孩子们都是问题少年少女。所以，我真的很庆幸。


她还说：你太自我保护，会导致你在感情路上有些障碍。
我连忙点头地告诉老师：是的。我经常性都会对着男友数着他跟我爸爸很像。通常都是缺点。然后我男友就会嚷着很不公平。


其实，与老师短短的对话。我觉得释怀很多。
觉得好像有人可以了解我，读得懂我在想什么。
知道我所做的一切，都是因为我经历了什么，才会这样的。


不过，话说回来。我最近好像弱了很多。或许是我找到了我觉得可以依靠的人吧～
希望你不会让我失望吧～




注意：我的自我保护意识不会减低。因为我怕自己被伤害。

我爱我的家

This post is going to spam a lot of pichasssss ^^


I went to my brother's convocation dinner on last Thursday. 
Nothing much I will say about the dinner. But just to share those tons of picha we took on tha day ^^ 
Here we go~

It's my look on that day. Was trying to make curly hair by myself. But failed. 

My sis, Lynn. Grow mature. Lol. But still, pretty! ^^

My youngest sis, Sheryn. Grow alotsa fats. HAHA! But, still cute and adorable. ")

This is my bro, Zack. Very leng cai~ HAHA! Seriously! (if his skin condition get better.)

This is my aunt with me. Pretty woman ^^

with the main character of my family that day~

The singer of the day! Lot and my sis. Their performance was awesome. *support*

3 of us~ 

My lovely sis~

Okay, there would be alots of crazy self-taken picha of 3of us~ ^^

Such a long time I never have gather with them. I love them and i missed them. 

家，永远是最好的避风塘。

虽然帮不到你解决任何烦恼。

但，你可以感受到他们的支持。

是世上最宝贵的无价宝。

我爱你们！

I NEED A CHANGED!

I'm that kinda of person who do things last minute. 

I dunno why. Even though I know the dead-line is almost reached, but I still couldnt found any motivation to start my fyp. 

Gosh! My friends almost done, I guess. At least, half on the way. 

I'm really frustrated with myself. I hate this kind of attitude. But I just cant help it. I dunno how to change myself. 

Arrgghhh!! I need a changed!! DAMMIT!!!!

Outdated post with my lovely new toy~

Jeng jeng~ I'm back! [with the long lost update news.]
So here, I'm gonna update with my new lovely toys -> I-phone 4.

This is the very first look of the phone after HE get the phone. HE took this and whatsapp to me ^^

So yea, this is my new toy. I-phone 4 with white colour. 

Actually I'm not so into with this phone, but fall for Samsung Galaxy S2. I love the design of the Samsung, I actually fall for S2 at the first eyes sight. And, I'm a Korea-made lover ^^

I'm having dilemma when HE asked me to choose between them. S2 is my true love, but HE is using i-phone and I wish I use the same phone with him. And with no doubt, i-phone is smoother than S2. So, at last, I chose I-phone 4. And HE chose white colour for me ^^

When I have the phone on my hand, I've got no excited feeling like I expected. I-DUNNO-WHY. Perhaps it is not my true love? But then, I found out the reason. It's just simple. Because I'm not the one who go and buy. I did not do any survey like how I did for my LG Optimus One. I took that phone as like I granted for it. I know I was wrong. And I'm starting to love this phone more and even more. HE helped me updated it to IOS5. And I seriously amazingly love it! 

Before the ios5 updates, we actually had a small little argument on iphone4 and s2. I realize that my phone having the problem which the apps will spoiled IF my phone's battery dead and the apps have not be closed. For iphone user, I think you will get what I mean. (And thanks for this, My LINE app gone!! Grrrr!!!!! ) But, HE said that not everyone facing this problem. And claimed that I dunno how to take good care of my phone. And this is the main reason HE chose iphone for me (even though IF I choose s2 at last) because it is friendly user and suitable for the people who are dump especially as dumpness like me >.< But HE is right, I-AM-DUMP!

I was unhappy with the iphone. But then, after HE updated my phone. I fall for it! And I appreciate it even more. Because I know the story behind this phone. * Why I owned this phone? *

Oh yea, not to forget mention about my casing which HE bought them online. I seriously love them. It's a couple casing, and I never thought HE will do something like this. ^^

And HE said, there's a similarity between me and the casing. But I will make it as a secret. I don't wish it to be known by everyone though. 

This is the pic HE whatsapp me too. After he get this ^^

And I bought a button sticker for my new toy. Love it to the max!!!! Bought one for him. But HE complained that his sticker very ugly wor.. But I think that's suit for him. Muakakaka! Don't care! Blekkkk:p


With my lovely new toy, I took alot of pichas.. Self love one, with loves one, with friends one~ Here they go~~~

His convocation day a.k.a the first day I have my phone^^

got caught during class!! :p

with meng

with wei wei

with sis lynn

with dearest mummy

with yuan

 with sinyee

 with hueiyi

with york leng aka ah ma 

with suan

straight hair without make up

curly hair with make up

 I personally love this pic ^^

 

Here is some introduction for my new lovely toy. And thanks to YOU, Mr. TAng. Everything you've done will always bear on my mind. 

Thanks you so much with lots dose of love~~~

More than words :)

A simple thing from you, made my day up! ;)

Its proven that sometimes what i want is just more than words.

Thanks and i appreciate it:) hehe^^

期待。怀念。盼望

很多时候，真的希望一切退回原点。

至少没有期望，就不会有失望。

或许，当你的朋友真的会比较好一点吧～

好怀念以前你一起都在线上找我的日子。

的确，我很盼望。

盼望一切不可能发生的事。

闷~

其实，我现在真的有点无助。
种种的压力搞得我喘不过气来。

然而，我只是想有个人可以听听我的倾述，安抚一下我。原来，这人还挺难找的。

只能让自己牢记：没有人会真正的懂自己。不用勉强别人去懂自己。若他们要懂，他们自己会来了解。
不要期望，更不要奢望。
自己懂自己就好。
海事要爱自己多一点！

加油！

苦瓜般的脸，走开！

Shared :)

Just wanna share this little warm thing of mine today.


An apple a day, keep doctor away :)
I get this from my roommate, ai chinn.


Its so warm when i see these on my table after i reach room.
Lovely thanks.

我变成熟了吗？

我很经常性地都会被身边比较亲近的人说我还不够成熟，还很幼稚，很容易被人家骗一大堆等我不喜欢听的东西。

可是，就在前几天，我破天荒地被人说：你变成熟了，虽然还是38的。是38的成熟。
我还不确定地问了：是外表的成熟是吗？
答：不是，是思想真的比以前成熟了。

可是，前提是这位朋友已经好久好久没有看过我了。所以或许他才能看到我的改变吧。
虽然不确定是不是一种称赞，但我已经把这当作是种称赞，暗爽，不，应该是明爽的不得了！呵呵:p

不过话说回来，我其中一位家乡好友，其实在不久的之前也讲我的思想改变了。变得更有计划哦。跟以前的我不一样了。是吗？我真的很怀疑自己=.=

言归正传，
我真的不清楚自己到底是不是真的变得比较成熟了，
因为我还是很依赖，不独立，悲观等等。

一个人变得成熟，
不是当他变得可以比去依赖更多人，变得更独立，变得乐观积极。
可是，我怎么都没有？

我是真的变成熟了吗？


我真的希望他们没有观察错，因为我真的不懂自己是个怎样的人。



可是不管怎样，我管他是不是不够成熟还是什么的。
我生病的时候，真的还很希望有人会来关心我。

"More than words"

Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words ~Sometimes, what I want is just more than words~ ~A little eyes contacts~ ~A warm hug~ ~It's just anything, as long as I can feel it~

我开学，开学咯！！！

回想去几天前。。。。

星期日那天，我回到了宿舍。
我本来以为我们是住回之前有住过的K12。
怎知道，一去到，
我找不到小瓜讲的地方。
于是，打给她，在确认多一次。
原来，我走错了宿舍。
啊啊啊～～～～～～
晴天霹雳！！！
安哥已经走了～～
没办法，只好硬着头皮走过去，还好我不是带着很多东西（那些事晚上才搬），而且幸好不是很远。

就这样，
我开始了我人生中一个人第一次打扫一间房间的滋味。

很不幸运的，
我的房间没有桌子椅子，
必须自己去搬。
没办法，我只好去一些还没回来，而且他们房间有桌子椅子的偷回来了。
搬到我死死下。

途中，
经过薇薇的房间，看见他的男朋友在帮她打扫。
我真的很羡慕。
为什么平时都是我帮男朋友打扫房间，
他却没有帮我打扫过咧？
*心里不平衡*

房间风扇，脏得要命。
不懂几十年没有抹过。
灰尘又黑又多，抹到我死死下:(

终于，好不容易把整间房间抹完。
累到我死死下。

休息一下，
瑞钻回到了。
她房间也是没有桌子，
我又开始寻桌子的旅程了。

不久，爱媛回来了。
帮忙她搬东西上来。

我真的累垮了！！！！
终于可以休息一下了。。。

终于到了差不多八点晚上，
必须去搬我的东西来宿舍了。
搬完后，
我只能说，
我的身体已经不是我的了。

我很累！ 真的很累！！
虽然我很累，
可是我晚上还不是睡得很熟。。。
为什么？
难不成这是老化的迹象？？

不过，见到好朋友们，
我还是很开心咧～
话说个不停～～～

事端

说实在的，我都到了这个年纪，可是我还是不明白为什么我会那么容易动怒。
或许就像是昆虫类所谓的不成熟。

话说，我在某一天参加了中学的一场的歌唱比赛。
我会参加完全是因为我妹妹啦。
她不停地游说我参加。
结果我就推掉了一份工作陪她参加咯。

我们是比赛前两天才决定要唱什么歌。
《失恋无罪》就是我们觉得唱的最有感觉的一首歌。
所以，就选了这首歌。

本来，我们的目标是冠军的。
（我不是在骄傲，是因为我要帮他拿到奖金）
可是，由于我们缺乏练习，
她又要练自己的独唱，我又出去KL做我的东西，
所以我们的胜算已经减低了。
再来，她竟然忘词。
呵呵。。

所以，我们得了第三名。
或许你们觉得这样还可以那第三名，那很好啊。
虽然我真的不是觉得很滋味，可是既然是比赛，就只好认了。

当时，真的蛮多人为我们觉得深深不忿。
真的要谢谢他们对我们的看好和支持。

事端发生时在于我妹妹在中秋晚会的时候会表演《傻瓜》。
可是，她表演前竟然打电话跟我讲那是歌唱比赛合唱冠军竟然在面子书暗喻她唱得不好听。
不过，但是我听到八只耳朵，就告诉她什么都不要想，做好表演回家再告诉我。

回到家，她很激动地把一切来龙去脉告诉我。
而且，她还告诉我，我们那场比赛竟然是不公平的。
其中一位评判是他们的亲戚，这我已经知道了。
可是我相信她会做出公平的裁决。
殊不知，原来他们的歌曲、服装、装扮等等都是那位评判给的意见。
这简直就是。。。真的让我很无言。
《傻瓜》就是他们之前打算拿来比赛的歌曲。
所以他们才这么暗喻我妹。

真是的！！
Hello!!!你们以为你们唱歌很好听吗？
得到那一次的冠军就以为赢了全世界吗？
你们可以满意和欣赏自己觉得自己拥有的‘实力’。
但，你们真的还不够格批评别人。
得空的话，就去多点书，增进自己的见识。

挑起事端还要扮无辜，真的是。。。


还是一句，人在做，天在看。
报应迟早会降临。


不要再惹我们了，我发起癫来，连我自己都怕！

还有，谢谢你自动帮我清除了我friend list的垃圾。^^

要开学咯

四个月的假期，真的像箭一样飞得很快。
下个星期一，就是我的开学日。

心情很矛盾，既是说不上来的期待与开心；亦是说不上来的失落与紧张。
我是一个很奇怪的人，会很好奇新环境，而且会很快的适应新环境，然后就厌倦了。
这次开学，我们将搬到新的宿舍。
没去看过环境，所以真的不知道是怎么样的。但，负面的传闻还真听不少。
而且，我是最后一年了。‘末期学生’哈哈！！必须要做final year project，压力是难免的，真的是怕自己做不来。因为我之前六个学期就是浑浑噩噩地过了，根本不知道自己有认真地读过什么。

我开心时因为我可以回去又寄托的生活了，
可是同时也代表我有一段时间不能回家。
以我的性格来说，一定是到处乱跑的。

真的希望这个学期能顺顺利利地渡过。

Singapore Trip (Adventure)

Yay!! After sooo many years, I managed to travel out of my country, (even though it's just a neighbour island), but I'm still very excited and happy with that. ^^

Opps, before I ran out of my memory, I would like to share with you all how dumpness am I!!!! We need passport when we are going abroad, right? And we need to renew our passport if the passport is expired, right? Okay, here the story goes..

I went out to KL from Lipis, because I thought my passport is at Serdang's house. After I reached there, I kept searching around the house but I still could not find it. At last, I called my bf and told him with the tone fulled of sadness:' I can't come and look for you already, I could not get my passport :(.' He replied:' Your Lipis house ler? Ask your sister search for you see got or not.' 

Then i immediately called my sister and ask her do me this favour. And thanks god!! She found it! THUS, I've to rush back to Lipis and renew my passport at Raub. Finally, everything is done! *phew*

(You say la, i dump or not??!!)

This is the first time I went abroad all the way alone. So, quite nervous and excited. I didn't see him for one month. But I feel it's been so long time. LOL

At first, I think I'm lucky because I get a quite cheap bus ticket. And I dunno why my name is on the ticket. ==

But when we reach Singapore custom, the driver just pass us to another bus driver and the bus' destination is not heading the place that we wanted to go. Thank god that I'm so lucky to meet up with two kind-hearted Philippians. They pay for the taxi fees and I told them I do not have Singapore dollars with me due to the lackness of time to exchange. Maybe it is the consequences of the cheap bus ticket =.=

And finally I met up with HIM!! I miss him alot lot!!! Dunno why everytime after we separated for long time, I will feel shy when I see him. HAHA!! Very funny right? Even though we are very close. Swt. ><

During these 10 days, we went to many places. Some places he also never went before. And all these are new to me, so I called this as Singapore Adventure^^

And he gave me a card which something like touch and go in Malaysia. I though he purposely prepared it for me at first, but at last I found out he found out another card at somewhere, so he got another extra card now =.=

Anyway, I do enjoy this adventure with him. Every place we went, every foods we ate, every joy we shared, it's memorable. Even though we have some arguments, but I think the argument had tied us more even close. 

I miss our pillow talk.

I miss our stupid action like doing 'put snake'. LOL

I miss our walking like no way to go.

I miss our food hunting.

I miss EVERYTHING!!!

And now, I miss you the most!

I'm so glad that you get a considerable job there. I'm happy with the mind and thoughts you shared with me. It shows that you always have me in your mind and willing to let me stay forever in your life. I appreciate it. ^^

Oh ya, I've uploaded some photos in my facebook if you wanna have a look on my Singapore Adventure. Just very less photos i took, as I more enjoy walking around with him, and talking with him. 

At last, a very happy and enjoyable Singapore Trip. I will be back soon!!! For you, Singapore!!!

400th Days

It's our 400th days after so long.

But that little creature said 'very fast hoh' =.=

For me, I would say,' fast meh? We're like knowing each other and being together for so long.'

I'm back to Malaysia now. But I'm happy bcuz we manage to celebrate our 13th months together =) We went to Astons Specialities in Singapore to have our dinner. Just simple as that. But I'm happy with that. 

My pillow which is now belongs to him ^^

I love how he act like Octopus ^^

He do it as I ORDER him to do so.. Muaahaha^^

The only pic that I took during our meal. We straightly have our main course after they served it. 

After the meal. Yay!! My head smaller than him ^^

And I think I'm leng nui, he's leng cai in dis pic *wink*

Before the day I left, I woke up in the morning and prepare breakfast for him before he went to work. Here it is.

Frankly to say, it's just a very simple and easy breakfast. But it is my first time purposely prepare a breakfast for someone. And with honour, you're the first^^

People said should enjoy the process while you doing something. I'm not really enjoy the process of cooking but is the time I look at his satisfaction eating on the meal. I hope I can keep enjoy it like how I enjoy on that day. 

I love you, Mr.Tang.

**Happy 400th days with you**