Shared :)

Just wanna share this little warm thing of mine today.


An apple a day, keep doctor away :)
I get this from my roommate, ai chinn.


Its so warm when i see these on my table after i reach room.
Lovely thanks.

我变成熟了吗？

我很经常性地都会被身边比较亲近的人说我还不够成熟，还很幼稚，很容易被人家骗一大堆等我不喜欢听的东西。

可是，就在前几天，我破天荒地被人说：你变成熟了，虽然还是38的。是38的成熟。
我还不确定地问了：是外表的成熟是吗？
答：不是，是思想真的比以前成熟了。

可是，前提是这位朋友已经好久好久没有看过我了。所以或许他才能看到我的改变吧。
虽然不确定是不是一种称赞，但我已经把这当作是种称赞，暗爽，不，应该是明爽的不得了！呵呵:p

不过话说回来，我其中一位家乡好友，其实在不久的之前也讲我的思想改变了。变得更有计划哦。跟以前的我不一样了。是吗？我真的很怀疑自己=.=

言归正传，
我真的不清楚自己到底是不是真的变得比较成熟了，
因为我还是很依赖，不独立，悲观等等。

一个人变得成熟，
不是当他变得可以比去依赖更多人，变得更独立，变得乐观积极。
可是，我怎么都没有？

我是真的变成熟了吗？


我真的希望他们没有观察错，因为我真的不懂自己是个怎样的人。



可是不管怎样，我管他是不是不够成熟还是什么的。
我生病的时候，真的还很希望有人会来关心我。

"More than words"

Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words ~Sometimes, what I want is just more than words~ ~A little eyes contacts~ ~A warm hug~ ~It's just anything, as long as I can feel it~

我开学，开学咯！！！

回想去几天前。。。。

星期日那天，我回到了宿舍。
我本来以为我们是住回之前有住过的K12。
怎知道，一去到，
我找不到小瓜讲的地方。
于是，打给她，在确认多一次。
原来，我走错了宿舍。
啊啊啊～～～～～～
晴天霹雳！！！
安哥已经走了～～
没办法，只好硬着头皮走过去，还好我不是带着很多东西（那些事晚上才搬），而且幸好不是很远。

就这样，
我开始了我人生中一个人第一次打扫一间房间的滋味。

很不幸运的，
我的房间没有桌子椅子，
必须自己去搬。
没办法，我只好去一些还没回来，而且他们房间有桌子椅子的偷回来了。
搬到我死死下。

途中，
经过薇薇的房间，看见他的男朋友在帮她打扫。
我真的很羡慕。
为什么平时都是我帮男朋友打扫房间，
他却没有帮我打扫过咧？
*心里不平衡*

房间风扇，脏得要命。
不懂几十年没有抹过。
灰尘又黑又多，抹到我死死下:(

终于，好不容易把整间房间抹完。
累到我死死下。

休息一下，
瑞钻回到了。
她房间也是没有桌子，
我又开始寻桌子的旅程了。

不久，爱媛回来了。
帮忙她搬东西上来。

我真的累垮了！！！！
终于可以休息一下了。。。

终于到了差不多八点晚上，
必须去搬我的东西来宿舍了。
搬完后，
我只能说，
我的身体已经不是我的了。

我很累！ 真的很累！！
虽然我很累，
可是我晚上还不是睡得很熟。。。
为什么？
难不成这是老化的迹象？？

不过，见到好朋友们，
我还是很开心咧～
话说个不停～～～

事端

说实在的，我都到了这个年纪，可是我还是不明白为什么我会那么容易动怒。
或许就像是昆虫类所谓的不成熟。

话说，我在某一天参加了中学的一场的歌唱比赛。
我会参加完全是因为我妹妹啦。
她不停地游说我参加。
结果我就推掉了一份工作陪她参加咯。

我们是比赛前两天才决定要唱什么歌。
《失恋无罪》就是我们觉得唱的最有感觉的一首歌。
所以，就选了这首歌。

本来，我们的目标是冠军的。
（我不是在骄傲，是因为我要帮他拿到奖金）
可是，由于我们缺乏练习，
她又要练自己的独唱，我又出去KL做我的东西，
所以我们的胜算已经减低了。
再来，她竟然忘词。
呵呵。。

所以，我们得了第三名。
或许你们觉得这样还可以那第三名，那很好啊。
虽然我真的不是觉得很滋味，可是既然是比赛，就只好认了。

当时，真的蛮多人为我们觉得深深不忿。
真的要谢谢他们对我们的看好和支持。

事端发生时在于我妹妹在中秋晚会的时候会表演《傻瓜》。
可是，她表演前竟然打电话跟我讲那是歌唱比赛合唱冠军竟然在面子书暗喻她唱得不好听。
不过，但是我听到八只耳朵，就告诉她什么都不要想，做好表演回家再告诉我。

回到家，她很激动地把一切来龙去脉告诉我。
而且，她还告诉我，我们那场比赛竟然是不公平的。
其中一位评判是他们的亲戚，这我已经知道了。
可是我相信她会做出公平的裁决。
殊不知，原来他们的歌曲、服装、装扮等等都是那位评判给的意见。
这简直就是。。。真的让我很无言。
《傻瓜》就是他们之前打算拿来比赛的歌曲。
所以他们才这么暗喻我妹。

真是的！！
Hello!!!你们以为你们唱歌很好听吗？
得到那一次的冠军就以为赢了全世界吗？
你们可以满意和欣赏自己觉得自己拥有的‘实力’。
但，你们真的还不够格批评别人。
得空的话，就去多点书，增进自己的见识。

挑起事端还要扮无辜，真的是。。。


还是一句，人在做，天在看。
报应迟早会降临。


不要再惹我们了，我发起癫来，连我自己都怕！

还有，谢谢你自动帮我清除了我friend list的垃圾。^^

要开学咯

四个月的假期，真的像箭一样飞得很快。
下个星期一，就是我的开学日。

心情很矛盾，既是说不上来的期待与开心；亦是说不上来的失落与紧张。
我是一个很奇怪的人，会很好奇新环境，而且会很快的适应新环境，然后就厌倦了。
这次开学，我们将搬到新的宿舍。
没去看过环境，所以真的不知道是怎么样的。但，负面的传闻还真听不少。
而且，我是最后一年了。‘末期学生’哈哈！！必须要做final year project，压力是难免的，真的是怕自己做不来。因为我之前六个学期就是浑浑噩噩地过了，根本不知道自己有认真地读过什么。

我开心时因为我可以回去又寄托的生活了，
可是同时也代表我有一段时间不能回家。
以我的性格来说，一定是到处乱跑的。

真的希望这个学期能顺顺利利地渡过。

Singapore Trip (Adventure)

Yay!! After sooo many years, I managed to travel out of my country, (even though it's just a neighbour island), but I'm still very excited and happy with that. ^^

Opps, before I ran out of my memory, I would like to share with you all how dumpness am I!!!! We need passport when we are going abroad, right? And we need to renew our passport if the passport is expired, right? Okay, here the story goes..

I went out to KL from Lipis, because I thought my passport is at Serdang's house. After I reached there, I kept searching around the house but I still could not find it. At last, I called my bf and told him with the tone fulled of sadness:' I can't come and look for you already, I could not get my passport :(.' He replied:' Your Lipis house ler? Ask your sister search for you see got or not.' 

Then i immediately called my sister and ask her do me this favour. And thanks god!! She found it! THUS, I've to rush back to Lipis and renew my passport at Raub. Finally, everything is done! *phew*

(You say la, i dump or not??!!)

This is the first time I went abroad all the way alone. So, quite nervous and excited. I didn't see him for one month. But I feel it's been so long time. LOL

At first, I think I'm lucky because I get a quite cheap bus ticket. And I dunno why my name is on the ticket. ==

But when we reach Singapore custom, the driver just pass us to another bus driver and the bus' destination is not heading the place that we wanted to go. Thank god that I'm so lucky to meet up with two kind-hearted Philippians. They pay for the taxi fees and I told them I do not have Singapore dollars with me due to the lackness of time to exchange. Maybe it is the consequences of the cheap bus ticket =.=

And finally I met up with HIM!! I miss him alot lot!!! Dunno why everytime after we separated for long time, I will feel shy when I see him. HAHA!! Very funny right? Even though we are very close. Swt. ><

During these 10 days, we went to many places. Some places he also never went before. And all these are new to me, so I called this as Singapore Adventure^^

And he gave me a card which something like touch and go in Malaysia. I though he purposely prepared it for me at first, but at last I found out he found out another card at somewhere, so he got another extra card now =.=

Anyway, I do enjoy this adventure with him. Every place we went, every foods we ate, every joy we shared, it's memorable. Even though we have some arguments, but I think the argument had tied us more even close. 

I miss our pillow talk.

I miss our stupid action like doing 'put snake'. LOL

I miss our walking like no way to go.

I miss our food hunting.

I miss EVERYTHING!!!

And now, I miss you the most!

I'm so glad that you get a considerable job there. I'm happy with the mind and thoughts you shared with me. It shows that you always have me in your mind and willing to let me stay forever in your life. I appreciate it. ^^

Oh ya, I've uploaded some photos in my facebook if you wanna have a look on my Singapore Adventure. Just very less photos i took, as I more enjoy walking around with him, and talking with him. 

At last, a very happy and enjoyable Singapore Trip. I will be back soon!!! For you, Singapore!!!

400th Days

It's our 400th days after so long.

But that little creature said 'very fast hoh' =.=

For me, I would say,' fast meh? We're like knowing each other and being together for so long.'

I'm back to Malaysia now. But I'm happy bcuz we manage to celebrate our 13th months together =) We went to Astons Specialities in Singapore to have our dinner. Just simple as that. But I'm happy with that. 

My pillow which is now belongs to him ^^

I love how he act like Octopus ^^

He do it as I ORDER him to do so.. Muaahaha^^

The only pic that I took during our meal. We straightly have our main course after they served it. 

After the meal. Yay!! My head smaller than him ^^

And I think I'm leng nui, he's leng cai in dis pic *wink*

Before the day I left, I woke up in the morning and prepare breakfast for him before he went to work. Here it is.

Frankly to say, it's just a very simple and easy breakfast. But it is my first time purposely prepare a breakfast for someone. And with honour, you're the first^^

People said should enjoy the process while you doing something. I'm not really enjoy the process of cooking but is the time I look at his satisfaction eating on the meal. I hope I can keep enjoy it like how I enjoy on that day. 

I love you, Mr.Tang.

**Happy 400th days with you**

Working Holiday Visa

This post should be done since a month ago. But it's pending till now due to I do not have much blogging mood. 


Have you ever heard of working holiday visa? I know about this from my Mr.Tang, but I know more about this from a friend I know during my holiday part time job, Natalie. 
She's going to Australia next coming week if I'm not mistaken and she just came back from New Zealand. She is the one who encouraged me to take working holiday visa to Australia and New Zealand. She told me that we only have the chance before 30 years old. And she's 29 years old this year. But she never give up the chance to widen her knowledge and vision.


I've done some research on working holiday visa. For your information (in case if you don't know, as a Malaysian, we're only allowed to have our working-holiday life in New Zealand and Australia. 
Below is the main information, if you want for further information, u can just simply google it up =)

For New Zealand, 

This scheme allows 1,150 young citizens of Malaysia annually:

• have a Malaysian passport that‘s valid for at least three months after your planned departure from New Zealand
• be at least 18 and not more than 30 years old

• not bring children with you
• hold a return ticket or sufficient funds to purchase such a ticket*

• have a minimum of NZ$2,250 available funds to meet your living costs while you’re here
• meet our health and character requirements
• be coming to New Zealand to holiday, with work or study being secondary intentions for your visit
• not have been approved a visa under a Working Holiday Scheme before.

For Australia, 

Eligibility

You may be eligible for a Work and Holiday visa if you:

• are aged 18 to 30 years (inclusive) on the date you apply 
• hold a passport from Malaysia 
• have a letter of good conduct from your government 
• have not previously held a Working Holiday (subclass 417) or Work and Holiday (subclass 462) visa

Education Requirements

You must hold a degree, or have successfully completed at least two (2) years of undergraduate university study.

English Language Requirements

You must provide documentary evidence of your English level when you lodge your visa application. You must provide evidence that you have done one of the following:

• Achieved an IELTS average band score of at least 4.5 based on the four test components of speaking, reading, writing and listening in a test conducted no more than two (2) years before lodging the visa application. For visa purposes you only need to sit the General Training Module, or
• Achieved a TOEFL score of 133 on a computer based test, or 450 on a paper based test or 45-46 on an internet-based test, no more than two (2) years before lodging the visa application, or
• Passed the Occupational English Test no more than two (2) years before lodging the visa application, or 
• Completed all years of primary education and at least three (3) years of secondary education at an educational institution in which all instruction was conducted in English, or 
• Completed at least five (5) years of secondary education (high school) at an educational institution in which all instruction was conducted in English, or
• Completed a post-secondary qualification that required at least two (2)years of full-time study or training, in which all tuition was in English, or 
• Successfully completed, in Australia, at least one (1) year of full-time study or equivalent part-time study towards a degree, higher degree, diploma or associate diploma at an institution or institutions where all the instruction was conducted in English

Evidence of Funds

You must provide a certified copy of a bank statement showing you have access to appropriate funds, generally at least AUD$5,000 to support the initial stage of your holiday. This amount will vary depending on your proposed length of stay and the extent of your travel.

You must also provide evidence of a return or onward ticket or the funds for a fare to leave Australia.




I really wish to have it once in my life. 
I told my mummy about this, I know she's worry about me.
I told my boyfriend about this too, he seems like not letting me go. Because he think that I'm not independent and stupid enough. >.<


Well, I still have some times to think about it and ask for more opinion. 
But, It's in my wishlist now. ^^ 




It's a long boring post I know. But just wanna jot down so I will not forget this. LOL

WORKING-HOLIDAY VISA!!!!

Self- Loving

I went for a Singapore trip and I'm sure you'll know if you're keeping an eye on my facebook update ^^

During this short trip, I took quite a lot self-cam pics, which I din do it for such a quite period. Nothing much about my Singapore trip in this post but my self loving pics. ^^

My dark circle =(

Could you ever notice the 'black green' on my leg? LOL

This is my current profile pic in facebook ^^

I love my make up in dis pic, do you?

Those pics above are not edited and taken with iphone front camera =)
Seriously, I really don't know how to take a very nice pic.
My every self-cam pics are almost same =.= (except for my make up larrrhh of course)


And I always force my little creature praise me pretty after i made up myself ^^
Although I'm not very leng lui, but I still love myself, alot lot!!!!


**不要只顾着爱别人，也要爱自己***