300th day

我最近都只能用电话来上网。
因为我的电脑又有问题了。唉…真的很衰...
所以这也是篇短po...
很快的，我们一起已经300天了。
虽然日子不是很长，但我总觉得我们一起已经很久了。(不懂是不是代表我们会很快厌倦对方。)
话题日渐减少。
因为距离，因为分离，
导致我们开始不清楚对方的去向，对方的行踪。
说实在的，这些真的撩乱了我对你和这份感情的信心，觉得非常没有安全感...
你对我的不安也似懂非懂...
我们都对这个距离很无奈。
惟有向前看,才能遇见我们终极的幸福...
所以真的,无论几难熬，我都会撑下去的...为我们的未来加油!

300天快乐!!

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

为谁而玩?

一群孩子在一位老人家门前嬉闹，叫声连天。几天过去，老人难以忍受。

于是，他出来给了每个孩子5块钱，对他们说:''你们让这儿变得很热闹,我觉得自己年轻了不少，这点钱表示谢意。''

孩子们很高兴，第二天仍然来了，一如既往地嬉闹。老人家再出来，给了孩子3块钱.他解释说,自己没有收入，只能给少一些，孩子仍然兴高采烈地走了。

第三天,老人只给了每个孩子1块钱.

孩子们勃然大怒，''一天才一块钱，知不知道我们多辛苦!"他们向老人家发誓，他们再也不会为他玩了!



这个寓言中,老人将孩子们的内部动机"为自己快乐而玩"变成了外部动机"为得到金钱而玩",而他操纵着金钱这个外部因素，所以也操纵了孩子们的行为。寓言中的老人，像不像是你的老板,上司?而金钱,像不像是你的工资,奖金等各种各样的外部奖励?

从现在开始培育自己的内部评价体系，让学习和工作变成"为自己而玩".

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

I hate punch card!!
I hate distance!!!
I hate working!!!
I hate i hate i hate!!!

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

First day in neway

Never thought i can be so tired!
Stand for 8hours. Talk for 6 hours. Wait back home for an hour. I almost dead!
Feel so suffer for the first day. Everything is new.. new people, new environment, new working style. Need to take some times to blend up myself with them.
But i think the big prob is i get tired easily.. how sad:(
It's hard for me to find someone to chat after i fong gong neither you. Sad story. Haiz..
Dunno why feel wanna give up this job. 3 mins passion! Zzzz

Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

Huhu~~~~

Finally!! I’ve finished my 6^th sem in UPM!!! Can throw all the books and notes away!!! Yuuhoooooooooooooo~~~~~

After two tough weeks, finally all the burdens gone but unfortunately, I get sick as well =[

But then, I got no time to rest. I need to move my stuffs to my new working hostel and shop for the groceries that I need for my job. For your information, I will start work at Neway Puchong as receptionist on Monday.

I wanted to work as customer services for long time ago. But very weird, I don’t like to serve people like waitress and promoter. But I like to give information to customers when they come to me and ask for my help. And for sure, I will smile to them. When I was Celcom promoter last time, yes, I did smile when I promote to them, but I feel shameful because it’s like I’m forcing them to buy my product.

But the job I always wanted to do is totally different. I like to serve them when they come to me automatically, which means I no need to pull customers to me. And I like to smile with those customers. ^^

Can’t wait for the job! But I start to regret why I’m so wanted to start the job so early. I haven’t rest at all!! Sigh..  I will not be able to online as that often as I will not bring my laptop there until I’ve make sure the place is safe!

But somehow, I finally can accomplish one of my must-do-list. I hope it is better than what I’ve thought. And I really hope can learn something there.

My dear friends, wish me luck ya^^

更新=]

我，又生病了=(
虽然没有比上次严重，可是我明天有考试咧，而且还是我越来越差的数学。
头都大了=[

呃。。。
原来，
你真的是有这种魔力。
当我听到你的声音，头就不痛了，鼻子也舒服一点了。
很神奇咧。。

再来，
就是uncle送饭给我。
他看到我就炸我一句：你头大大，身小小。=.='''
其实，我真的没有那么瘦，只是他看不惯而已。
他打包的饭真的是够我吃一天吧。

不是角度的问题，真的是很大包的。

我一定要赶快好起来。

拜一就开工了。不能带着软趴趴的身子去上班！

明天考试加油！

加油加油加油！！！！！

我要的，只不过是很想和你簡簡單單的在一起

我要的，

有個人和我一起吃飯，

只要開開心心的，

路邊攤一樣可以吃的很滿足。


我要的，

手牽手，快快樂樂的一起去壓馬路。


我要的，

每寫一篇日誌，寫一個心情，有個人，始終在我身邊看著我感慨萬千，

給我回复，回應著我的感受

讓整個世界都知道，

我們

很幸福很幸福。

-

我要的，

在我難過的時候，什麼話都可以給那個你說。

一句親愛的，別難過，你還有我。

心裡的難過就會好很多很多

因為我知道，

有個人在我的身後默默的支持我，關心我。


我要的，

在我孤單的時候，有個人給我發發短信，讓我聽聽你的聲音。

這對我來說，比什麼有趣的書，好玩的遊戲都重要，都能讓我欣慰。

因為我知道，

有個人，雖然不能見我，陪著我，

但是心裡卻一直在掛念我。


我要的，

一聲叮囑，一聲關愛， 一句問候。

吃飯了麼？餓了麼？累了麼？ 

其實，

對我都是珍貴的，暖暖的。 

我發誓永遠都不會嫌這樣的你囉嗦。

一句我們一起，什麼困難我都能扛下去。

其實，

在我心裡都會蕩漾出最幸福的漣漪。


我不要溫柔的甜言蜜語，不要海枯石爛的誓言。

我要的，

只是一個緊緊的無聲擁抱;

只是要一只能牢牢牽住我，不會隨便丟掉的小手。


我不要你每一分鐘都陪著我，

你也有你的生活，我不想干涉你太多。

我要的，

只是你能夠相信我， 

說得出就能做得到的行動，

溫暖著我的心底，充滿幸福的滋味。

♥ ♥ ♥9th Month Anniversary♥ ♥ ♥

Soon to be, today is the starting day of our 10^th month. We’ve been passed through 9months together with sweet, happy, argue, sad, tolerate and u blah blah blah.

This remind me of the video, ‘Strangers, Again’. I’ve tagged the video for you to watch it, but I guess u didn’t watch it, right? The reason you’ll give sure is something like, ‘I’ve got no time to watch arr.. Got time also find you and chat with you lah..’ Am I right? Mr.Tang…? blekkk=p

Maybe it indicates something good if I persuade myself to be in positive thinking that you never worry we will become strangers again, perhaps? LOL

Never mind, I’m going to brief up the story line of the video for you here ^^

The video is mainly emphasis on the stages that every couple will pass through.

First stage, meeting.

You still remember how we met? When we met? Where was our first met place?

Second stage, dating.

Do you still remember the date of our first date? What we’ve done in the first date? Which dating is the most unforgettable for you?

Third stage, honeymoon.

I think we already pass through this stage. HAHA! But sometimes, maybe we are still in honeymoon. *conflict*

Fourth stage, tolerate.

We already start tolerate each other from the day we together, isn’t? But in this stage, one of us maybe feel need to tolerate more with another one (compared with the starting of our relationship).

I think this stage is the crucial one. How we tolerate with each other? Are we willing to tolerate with each other? Never think that ‘is that worth to tolerate with each other?’  We love them, so it’s a must that we learn to tolerate with them.

No one is completely similar and understands what is on your mind in this world. We cannot expect others to think same like just the way we think. Learn to accept other’s thinking. This is what Mr.Tang taught me all the time. Muahaha!!

The final stage, break up.

It ends up those who cannot tolerate with each other, and then, back to strangers again. How wish I can change this stage into marry stage, can we?

These stages are the main ideas in the video. Maybe you’ll think that it’s just a normal video clip, but it affecting my mind thought deeply.

Yes, I’m afraid. I’m afraid that we will become strangers again. I don’t wish this happen, too. There are a lot uncertain things in our future. I really hope that we can go through all these barriers. WE MUST HOLD HANDS IN HANDS TO KILL ALLTHE KANASAI PROBLEM!!! Muahahahaha!!!

In my personal opinion, no matter those still couples, or married, do not let go the one who love easily. I would not let you go easily, hope you do the same =]

I love you, Siew Kong Oppa.♥ ♥ ♥

HAPPY 9^TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

Dreams

I do always believe that dream is a way that reflecting what are we thinking, hoping, or maybe something we don't wish it to happen.
No matter it is a sweet good dreams, or a horrible nightmares. It does reflect something in our life.


Dreams.. Although it looks like nothing, but in fact it is affecting our thinking way and mind.


I just hope it can be a positive ending for everything.

It's MAY

Well, it's 3rd of May.
I had a wonderful starting on May, i guess.
I pass through the interview session easily, never thought the interview will be in that way >.<
I've met up with mummy at the same day, and I reached my lovely home at the same day, too.

The next day, I woke up at 12++ and woke up without any noise interrupted me.
Had the wonderful mom's cooked dishes for whole day+ favourite green bean soup^^
Although there's no one will interrupt me when I'm sleeping in hostel, but the feel sleep at home with hostel is totally different.
Home=warm and fulled of security feels , hostel=cold and fulled of pressure.

And, i missed him, especially at hostel.
Urmm, I miss him all the time, no matter eating, bathing, studying, shitting, talking, singing, laughing, walking, shopping, exam-ing, dreaming, sleeping. I've become a light sleeper, I woke up easily when I heard my phone rang, I'm afraid that I'll missed out his phone call.

So, when I'm back to hostel, the missing feeling become more even stronger.
I miss the time you used to look at me when you're free or after you finished your work and blah blah blah

Alright, stop bull-shitting!!!!!!!!!

The main point in this post is... I hope it is a nice, enjoy, sweet May!!!


*Ignore about the exam*
*Ignore about everything*